Monday, July 12, 2010

Happy

Yikes!  It has been forever since I've blogged.  I've thought about it--I have pictures i want to post but am too lazy to download.  Maybe lazy isn't the word, because I've been knitting like a fiend.  My way of cleaning is to use up some of my yarn, and what better way to do that than to knit?  I've had specific projects, but mostly it has been resupplying the stash.  Somehow I have no girly things, so I've been working on that.
What I've been thinking about and wanting to write about for a while is that I'm happy.  No particular reason, just happy and content.  I don't know quite when it turned around--sometime before I went to Yosemite.  It was a long, dark tunnel for several months--maybe even years.  for the last few months, though, I've been just plain happy.  It isn't that there aren't things I would happily change, but on the whole I'm happy.  God's in His heaven and all's right with my world.  Well, not everything--the neighbors' 12 dogs are constantly barking and people still park in front of my driveway on Sumday mornings, but I don't give way to tears at the drop of a hat.
I'll just accept that the stars are aligned and things are going well.  Whatever the cause, I'm in "Thank you, God" mode.  I know that the other cancer shoe will drop eventually and that when it does, we will deal with it.  Until that time, I'll just enjoy and knit--I've even picked up a few things (don't get hasty there--just a few things and I eventually get lost on a tangent while I'm doing it).  Back to knitting.  I love watching little projects grow.  And I'm happy.
xxooxx